Difficulties work

In my opinion, the difficulties work was to manage human being in the world, including to my own children management, don’t trust what I said….?

Listen to this, I was given a nickname of “a courageous human” in fact inside of me there is an unconfident trust to myself for brought up my kids.

I was realy afraid that one day my kids were said :” you are not a good parents for us,
You never ever understand to us, I’ am a growing up and amended try to seeking my inner core”.

“Where were you when I’ am get an illness……………..?”

“Where were you when I need your love,….your sympathy……?”

And there are may more abused words coming from them, I was so afraid to receive those sentences.

In fact I finally half of death to learn to become a good parents and correctly.

I developed my skill to be just to know my own kids and what they need without any hard feeling so they will not to restraint and not to loose controlled .

I think it will be better to make a communications with them and to straight to them or did I need to do this………….?

If I was the leader of my house do I need to show them my weakness of ability…??

It is a difficult question to answer……..to all of my life……!